Tahukah bagaimana rasanya mencinta? Coba saja berdiri di tengah-tengah hujan dengan suara-suara petir yang sekali-kali menggelegar.
Bagaimana air hujan menyentuh kulitmu? Sejuk, dingin, terkadang hangat. Coba rasakan pelukan hujan yang begitu nyaman.
Lalu, suara petir yang sesekali menggelegar membuat jantungmu berpacu lebih cepat. Tapi kenyamanan hujan membuatmu tak ingin melepaskannya.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
Things I've Missed
I keep thinking, how will life be?
I'll have a great husband, for sure. Lovely kids around. Big and happy family.
I'm going to be a great mother, lovable wife.
But, what about now? I'm tired of life, the way it threatens me, the time I've sacrificed. Hurt physically and mentally. I keep surviving, pretending to be tough. Guess what? I'm exhausted. Too tired of all the dramas I've been into.
Dear Life, could you stop threatening me like the way you do? Sincerely, desperate of surviving.
I keep counting the times I've missed. All the missing opportunities to be me, I mean, the real me. All I've ever wanted. Will it be? Or I'll just lose them?
I miss staring at the sky in the afternoon. Those clouds fly by the wind. The sky looks so blue that makes me smile and comfortable.
I miss gazing at the stars at night. They're just like meters away above my head and i was thinking if I could reach them.
I miss talking to the moon. Telling her the stories I'd been writing the whole day. How tired I am, how happy I am. And how could I fell in love.
I miss when times are mine, and life is mine. Everything just seemed so perfect, like I've planned before.
But, people changes, life moves on, plans rearrange. Nothing seems right these days. Days aren't mine, time flies without me taking control. People keeps the distance. Telling me, if I was wrong. And never care if I was right. And life? Life has been a bitch.
I learn how to survive, I learn how to be tough. The point is, I learn how to PRETEND.
Tired of Dramas,
xoxo,
Ve
I'll have a great husband, for sure. Lovely kids around. Big and happy family.
I'm going to be a great mother, lovable wife.
But, what about now? I'm tired of life, the way it threatens me, the time I've sacrificed. Hurt physically and mentally. I keep surviving, pretending to be tough. Guess what? I'm exhausted. Too tired of all the dramas I've been into.
Dear Life, could you stop threatening me like the way you do? Sincerely, desperate of surviving.
I keep counting the times I've missed. All the missing opportunities to be me, I mean, the real me. All I've ever wanted. Will it be? Or I'll just lose them?
I miss staring at the sky in the afternoon. Those clouds fly by the wind. The sky looks so blue that makes me smile and comfortable.
I miss gazing at the stars at night. They're just like meters away above my head and i was thinking if I could reach them.
I miss talking to the moon. Telling her the stories I'd been writing the whole day. How tired I am, how happy I am. And how could I fell in love.
I miss when times are mine, and life is mine. Everything just seemed so perfect, like I've planned before.
But, people changes, life moves on, plans rearrange. Nothing seems right these days. Days aren't mine, time flies without me taking control. People keeps the distance. Telling me, if I was wrong. And never care if I was right. And life? Life has been a bitch.
I learn how to survive, I learn how to be tough. The point is, I learn how to PRETEND.
Tired of Dramas,
xoxo,
Ve
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Office Blahblahblah
Well, in this post, I'd like to share some photos of my office.
This is where I've worked for this last 6 months. Wow, it's a record though! :D
This is my longest office I worked for. :p
I just last 2 weeks in my previous job. And my first job, 3 months approx.
This is my third job, and I thought I've done pretty well. I work by myself in my department, Accounting. I learn with myself. --"
Gah, I really don't know how to explain. But, this is real. Lol.
Okay. This is my work desk. Must have items on my desk :
1. Cookies. Kinds of cookies. Biscuits are great.
2. Candies. Since my friends love to come around to my desk and steal my candies, they're just gone. Out Of Stock. Lol.
3. Water. There must be water on my desk. Or I'll get thirsty. My friend just treat me KFC and I have pepsi on my desk. :p
4. Cake wallpaper on my desktop. No wonder I keep dreaming of chocolate cake, huh? :p
The cake looks really delicious and I stare at it EVERYDAY.
5. Starbucks coffee stickers on my monitor! ♥ They aren't stickers, they are just some pictures and I stick them on. Pretty cute, huh? :p
6. Pens, pencils, blablabla. Stationary :D I need them, but not too much :p
7. Telephone. I need to call other departments using this telephone. My own telephone! \\(^o^)//
This is my share shelf. Mine, and my manager's. We share our shelf. The second and the third row is mine. And the fourth is my manager's. I have too much files that I need more space to keep my files. Do you see the files in the shelf? Colourful aren't they? hahahha.. Btw, it's just some of my files. Most of them has been moved to the third floor. And I wish I won't see them again. :p
These are my files too. Aaaaarrrgghhh. I'm gonna die by these files! There are just too much for me. Gonna die. DIEEEE!!! T_______T
Oh, there are air freshener. One on the rack, and one is hanging on the air conditioner. There are green apples scented. Hmm, I love it! ♥
Okay, I think it's enough. Need to go back to work immediately. :p
Love, xoxo,
Ve
This is where I've worked for this last 6 months. Wow, it's a record though! :D
This is my longest office I worked for. :p
I just last 2 weeks in my previous job. And my first job, 3 months approx.
This is my third job, and I thought I've done pretty well. I work by myself in my department, Accounting. I learn with myself. --"
Gah, I really don't know how to explain. But, this is real. Lol.
Okay. This is my work desk. Must have items on my desk :
1. Cookies. Kinds of cookies. Biscuits are great.
2. Candies. Since my friends love to come around to my desk and steal my candies, they're just gone. Out Of Stock. Lol.
3. Water. There must be water on my desk. Or I'll get thirsty. My friend just treat me KFC and I have pepsi on my desk. :p
4. Cake wallpaper on my desktop. No wonder I keep dreaming of chocolate cake, huh? :p
The cake looks really delicious and I stare at it EVERYDAY.
5. Starbucks coffee stickers on my monitor! ♥ They aren't stickers, they are just some pictures and I stick them on. Pretty cute, huh? :p
6. Pens, pencils, blablabla. Stationary :D I need them, but not too much :p
7. Telephone. I need to call other departments using this telephone. My own telephone! \\(^o^)//
This is my share shelf. Mine, and my manager's. We share our shelf. The second and the third row is mine. And the fourth is my manager's. I have too much files that I need more space to keep my files. Do you see the files in the shelf? Colourful aren't they? hahahha.. Btw, it's just some of my files. Most of them has been moved to the third floor. And I wish I won't see them again. :p
These are my files too. Aaaaarrrgghhh. I'm gonna die by these files! There are just too much for me. Gonna die. DIEEEE!!! T_______T
Oh, there are air freshener. One on the rack, and one is hanging on the air conditioner. There are green apples scented. Hmm, I love it! ♥
Okay, I think it's enough. Need to go back to work immediately. :p
Love, xoxo,
Ve
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